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When i met him i falled inlove with him.. i felt he is my little brother.
he joined the Robbers of honour clan and started playing with us.. looking for a warm family that could love, listen to him, support him and help him forget about his illness.. bone cancer..
I gave him all my love trying to make him happy , forget about his pains..&
I had the hope that someday he would swim again in the ocean.. He was fighting for his life.. he was the most brave boy i've ever met.. even with all his pains he was so sweet and showing so much love..
he was taking a very hard chemo therapy .. even died several times and the doctors brought him back..
when he was so close to finish his treatment.. hoping to get well.. the doctors told him that he got some tomours on his brains.. that was a knife in the heart for him.. all his hopes.. were gone.. they told him that he might live only for 2 years..
its really unfair..

then 1 week ago he got worse and he had to go to a surgery that could help him live for those 2 years...
he died last night.
i still cant belive why the fate was so cruel with him..

he suffered more then anyone could imagine..
he was like a little brother for me..
i love him with all my heart..
i will post some of his words.
he was a pure hearted child... a very mature and wise person..

For Crystal:
hugs to you my beautiful sister ... I wanted to write to you before tomorrow for I have a long day of doctors and how knows what else..
I just wanted you to know that you are the truest apple of my eyes for you gave me a sister that is filled with much love in turn you have a little brother who loves you with all of his heart and soul.. Just wanted you to know if at any time if anything should ever happen to me I want you to know that your little brother was made happy by you.. Why you ask for you love me and that is the greatest gift ever to be given to one.. For that is how I love you with all of me you are forever filed in my heart and soul for all time you will always be known as my awesome flower .. You are the bloom that always opens in the morning and brightens my day no matter how bad I may feel you are always my soft petals to hold on too..<br />
Much love and hugs to you ...

God needs you more than we do. I may not know you, but a 14yrs old boy living just 14yrs of life is really unfair. You may not be around anymore, but to your family and friends, your memories will always be with them. May you rest in peace.